On the morning of July 24, 2025 while still in bed with my eyes closed yet awake in a hypnagogic state (which occurs just before falling asleep or just after waking up) I saw a vision of a plastic black box with dials and two rows of three horizontal buttons, six in total, all black like the box. Underneath the buttons were words that described what the buttons did when pushed. I could only read the bottom fifth and sixth buttons. Beneath the fifth one were the words “How to get rid of gangstalkers” and beneath the sixth one the words were “An Amazing Story.” In my vision, I pushed the sixth button, yet not without conscious deliberations because for years now I’ve been gangstalked.
Curiously, though much larger in the vision, I realized that the black box and buttons in the vision were similar to the digital clock on my nightstand – symbolizing time, or spacetime (the two being one like the two sides of a coin). Dreams and visions are sometimes ingeniously like that.
What is Gangstalking? Gang stalking in Idaho, Colorado and throughout the U.S.
Gang stalkers (collectively referred to as swarms) severely and relentlessly menace their assigned victims, referred to as TIs. They get into their homes bypassing alarm systems, into computers (I came home one afternoon to find water had been poured into my hard drive), mailbox (I’ve gone weeks without receiving mail, not even junk mail – stolen basically), vandalize their victim’s car (windows smashed and tires punctured) and more. As well, they steal important personal documents such as passports, driver’s license (removed from my wallet while outdoors on a walk) tax and banking documents, checkbook and check register, medical records and utility bills along with ongoing minor menacing tactics, such as taking small everyday items, like a hairbrush, then putting the objects back where they were routinely kept (in the bathroom vanity drawer) weeks later just to mess with the mind’s of their victims.
Gang stalking is a systematic form of terrorizing and the patterns soon become apparent. The assaults start out as minor then become increasingly destructive and frequent then stop all together and the targeted individual, the TI, thinks, “Wow, I’m okay” and gets on with their lives. After a substantial pause, months, the assaults begin again with the same type of minor theft and menacing tactics that again grow in frequency, disruption and destruction. It makes no sense other than just plain sadism as in bullying (at least in my case I had no idea why I was being subjected to this severe and ongoing terrorizing) and it is reasonable to assume that eventually the TI will be murdered.
Indeed some are murdered, such as Brandy Vaughn, a pharmaceutical sales representative turned whistleblower and single mom of a young boy. She meticulously documented what she was experiencing. In her video, among other forms of documenting, she shows where she came home to find a wooden duck, a decoy, placed on her patio table. A dead duck. I found a huge swollen dead squirrel placed horizontally on my front door mat and decided, given the clear message, that I must move out of Colorado where I lived at the time, and now live in Idaho, yet the menacing continues. Brandy stated in her video that she’s never taken prescription or even over-the-counter drugs, not once, and would never ever leave her young son. Soon afterward she was found dead and I know nothing more other than it was being investigated as a murder. However, murder, psychological, biological and economic devastation are widespread now, worst of all intentionally harming the young and their families.
Gang stalking is a known crime and a felony, but I know of no investigations or indictments. A police officer from whom I sought help told me that he interviewed many individuals reporting to him that they were being gangstalked. He said he classified all of them as paranoid and stated that I was paranoid and needed to be placed in a psychiatric ward. A clear message – if you seek help then matters will become even worse for you. Like a man who abuses his children then threatens them with worse consequences if they tell anyone.
The methodological practice of gangstalking destroys relationships (friendships, familial and romantic) as well as careers or scholastic endeavors. I met a young female college student who was being gangstalked largely involving hostile abuse by her apartment manager and a male neighbor. She could not park her car in the apartment complex due to constant vandalism, instead parking it at a distance from the building and always changing locations. I met another woman, a middle aged physicist being gang stalked and she mentioned that she had met two other women and stated that it was probably not uncommon. These women were in Colorado. I also was told of these tactics by an elderly man being used against his daughter in Virginia. Though I am not particularly social (it’s intended to isolate the TI and effectively does) yet here I met these other TIs.
Gang stalkers spread terrible rumors about the TI throughout neighborhoods and communities and even among professionals such as an optometrist or physician that the TI has made an appointment with. All these people, professionals included, treat the TI with disdain as a result and, in the case of medical professionals, not at all likely to be helpful to these patients – on the contrary.
Gang stalking is a well known system of mentally breaking an individual. It has been utilized for decades by the KGB, the Mafia, the KKK and the Nazis. Currently here in the U.S. there are as many as a million victims, mostly women, roughly 70%, according to former NSA agent Karen Stewart and a former trained gang stalker – both of whom became whistleblowers. The former gang stalker turned whistleblower stated that a major security company (he said in Seattle) hires and trains gang stalkers (thus the useless home security systems). He also stated that the government will pay the Mafia to gang stalk their TIs given that they are quite familiar with the use of these systematic menacing procedures. I can’t tell you how grateful I am for these two individuals because not knowing why I was being terrorized in this manner has been almost as stressful as the terrorizing itself. I hope and pray that both of these courageous individuals are okay, but sadly I doubt that is the case.
I was not a whistleblower, but I was a political activist starting way back protesting the Vietnam war. I felt that citizen’s political involvement was important. Yet, that involvement has now fully backfired, as though we live in Stalinist Russia or Mao’s communist China. Prior to the gang stalking (and now the same terrorizing tactics having been applied on not just some Americans but worldwide with the covid pandemic fear propaganda, medical and socially restraining mandates), I felt lucky and proud to be an American. Now I know that behind the gang stalking is this very government that has sunk as low as the despotic totalitarian regimes we were informed about in our youth and grateful not to have been born into. The TIs are selected because they possess characteristics that are useful to particular government agencies or political organizations. They are labeled as dissidents that need to be psychologically broken into obedience. The government now refers to these targeted individuals as “dementeds” given that being a dissident is no longer considered by the public to be a bad characteristic; a good one even.
Down and out veterans are among those hired and trained to gang stalk. If any of them try to quit, having learned that their victims are actually good people, conscientious, caring and responsible citizens and not “scumbags” as their bosses tell them they are, thus justifying their dirty work, they too become victims of the terrorizing. The former gang stalker turned whistleblower referred to above mentioned that that was his situation and he was homeless as a result. Yet, his conscience could not further justify his being a gang stalker.
This report will not make my life any easier. But everyone has to ask themselves, “Am I going to tell the truth at the risk of my own little life or do nothing or perpetuate or actively engage in an activity that harms God only knows how many innocent others?”
An NIH PubMed report on Group Stalking dated April 6, 2020 “The Phenomenology of Group Stalking (‘Gang-Stalking’): A Content Analysis of Subjective Experiences”
Excerpts with link below: “In an anonymous questionnaire that was completed online by 1040 self-defined adult victims of stalking [5], 12.3% of respondents reported group or gang-stalking. A US Department of Justice prevalence study, which used a tight definition of stalking that required the victim to experience fear, found that 6.8% reported stalking by three or more people, and were “unable to identify a single offender” or “could not identify an offender who was singularly responsible” [16]. The US study also examined cases where the behavioural part of their definition of stalking was satisfied, but not the fear component. When these cases were added to those defined as stalking, the total figure for those reporting an inability to identify a single offender or offender who was singularly responsible was 12.5% [17], which is similar to that found in the questionnaire study. The gang-stalking phenomenon would thus appear to be relatively common. Yet, we could find only one empirical study of group or gang-stalking in the published literature [5]. By contrast, a Google search for “gang-stalking” conducted on 5 February 2020 produced 7,550,000 ‘hits’.“
Despite the experience of gang-stalking being so widely reported and the evidence of its harmful effects on individuals and on society at large, there is a dearth of research into its nature and into the components that constitute the experience.
In an anonymous questionnaire that was completed online by 1040 self-defined adult victims of stalking [5], 12.3% of respondents reported group or gang-stalking. A US Department of Justice prevalence study, which used a tight definition of stalking that required the victim to experience fear, found that 6.8% reported stalking by three or more people, and were “unable to identify a single offender” or “could not identify an offender who was singularly responsible” [16]. The US study also examined cases where the behavioural part of their definition of stalking was satisfied, but not the fear component. When these cases were added to those defined as stalking, the total figure for those reporting an inability to identify a single offender or offender who was singularly responsible was 12.5% [17], which is similar to that found in the questionnaire study. The gang-stalking phenomenon would thus appear to be relatively common. Yet, we could find only one empirical study of group or gang-stalking in the published literature [5]. By contrast, a Google search for “gang-stalking” conducted on 5 February 2020 produced 7,550,000 ‘hits’.
Despite the experience of gang-stalking being so widely reported and the evidence of its harmful effects on individuals and on society at large, there is a dearth of research into its nature and into the components that constitute the experience.
Conclusions
The experience of being gang-stalked appears to be a widespread phenomenon that has been subject to little scientific examination. The current study provides a preliminary description of the phenomena involved that was produced by a methodology that did not incorporate pre-conceived assumptions. This provides a foundation upon which further research could be built. It also serves to confirm the harmful effects of the gang-stalking experience upon sufferers, first set out in the only other study available [5]. These findings constitute a potent reason why gang-stalking should be regarded as an important subject for study.
Link: https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC7178134/#sec5-ijerph-17-02506
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Delayed Remorse
I’ve researched the remorse of those that have made one or more of these life choices (former Nazis among others such as murderers. Often, eventually, often years later without feeling the slightest regret, they are mentally, and sometimes physiologically, tormented non stop day in and day out (in their dream state even) by their past harmful activities. Even those that themselves did not physically hurt another or others, only condoned the harm and did nothing to help or save their fellow human being. It’s called delayed remorse and it’s a terribly, terribly tragic fate.
The Near Death Experience Life Reviews
The near death experience and the commonly reported life reviews during these experiences is another way of actually experiencing the effects of one’s both good and harmful activities in life. Here are some of the common aspects of these life reviews:
1. Some describe a rapid “flash” of life events.
2. Others recount a more extended review, sometimes involving multiple dimensions or screens displaying past, present, and future life aspects.
3. Others reported seeing holographic representations of their life, with one NDE including the individual’s history across multiple incarnations. Some describe a review guided by a being of light emphasizing the loving or not loving, thoughtless or selfish, choices made and the far extended effects of those choices.
4. Many claim that everything about their lives, not just their actions but thoughts and feelings are recorded and then reviewed.
The life review remains a consistent feature in NDE accounts often leading to lasting personal transformation. Nearly all state that the message of their reviews was clear; that love, loving and kind acts and feelings, seemingly small or large, is what matters most in life and what we are here to choose, in good times and bad, during our everyday, worldly lives..
Suffering is not necessary for learning — Love is.
Here I must state, as I already have on a previous page, that the biggest lie ever told and widely spread and believed is that suffering is necessary for learning. One hears this frequently from spiritual leaders and philosophers past and present. I recently heard a Buddhist teacher state that Buddhists embrace suffering. We revel in and glamorize suffering in our entertainment even. And here we wonder why there is so much suffering in this world, on this relatively low level sphere of existence. I’m reminded of a quote I read in a book (I can’t recall which), “A troubled soul doesn’t look around much.” What these NDEs make explicit is that love is necessary for learning, for evolving. To truly love is to extend one’s heart and soul thus wholly know others as oneself. What greater learning could there possibly be?
The Akashic Records:
As defined online: The Akashic Records are described as a non physical archive that holds the complete history of every soul encompassing all thoughts, words, actions, emotions and intentions from the past, present and future. Rooted in the Sanskrit word “Akasha,” meaning ether or sky, they are believed to exist on a higher, non-physical plane where information is stored as energetic imprints.These records are considered a universal memory of all of existence, containing all soul’s, great and small, life experiences and interconnectedness and the universe’s dynamics.
Is it not quite possible then that these records (seemingly accessed during NDEr’s life reviews) are like computer programs where not only our soul’s state of being, acting, feeling and thinking are inputted and permanently recorded but also this input is the program output determining our soul’s future incarnation (or not, having transcended samsara, the cycle of birth, suffering, rebirth and death)? Therefore, it is correctly and often stated that what one does to another they do to themselves.
Back to the black box vision
Despite that, and how much I want these dangerous gangstalking terrorists out of my life, I pushed the “A Remarkable Story” button on the black box, given that I have experienced many beautiful synchronicities (most often associated with books) and other miraculous events throughout my life including some miraculous life saving events.
Following this early morning black box vision and getting up and with a cup of coffee in hand I went into my reading room and opened up the book I was then reading, Aldous Huxley’s The Perennial Philosophy, an incredibly profound and brilliant book. This is what I read, where I had left off the day before, at the beginning of Chapter XXIV titled, Ritual, Symbol, Sacrament: He writes, “In other words, rites, sacraments, and ceremonials are valuable to the extent that they remind those who take part in them of the true Nature of Things, remind them of what to be [loving] and (if only they would be docile to the immanent and transcendent spirit) of what actually might be their own relation to the world and its Divine Ground.”
As I read these words I was sitting next to a desk where I’ve placed the original high school photograph of my mother while a senior at Roger’s Hall School for Girls in Lowell, Massachusetts. She passed away recently and I placed a card on the photograph to remind me of her now beautiful transcended spirit.
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Then after reading that part in Huxley’s book and writing some notes about the black box vision on that very page in the book, and later referenced here, I went downstairs to my computer and watched a video on the Intelligent Design implications of DNA replications [link below] for I’m reasonably knowledgeable about and interested in cellular biology. After watching the video I noticed a video in the Youtube menu titled Why I left Quantum Computing and for some reason I clicked on it though I’m not at all knowledgeable about or particularly interested in the subject of quantum computing [link below]. In that video, the speaker, a former quantum computer programmer, describes where QC is currently helpful or not and what it can possibly do in the future. When the speaker mentioned oracle, or oracle-like results I paused the video and looked up “what is oracle in quantum computing” before viewing further. This is what I found:
In the context of algorithms, especially in quantum computing, an oracle is a subroutine that performs a specific task, often acting as a black box operation which takes some input and produces an output.
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How technology is being developed and pushed to capture the religious and spiritual seekers, believers and direct experiencers of the Divine, of God.
It was quite predictable that billionaire technocrats along with other billionaires would try using their money and influence and their technologies (tracking and mind manipulating wireless devices and eventually implanting chips into bodies) for the control of everyone on the planet. Yet, the billions of people worldwide who are either religious or spiritual and consider their faith in God (some due to their own or others actual religious or mystical experiences) a primary source of guidance and personal evolution, not these technocrats, the internet and wireless devices.
These devices have resulted in addiction, particularly cell phones, and other adverse physical and mental conditions such as depression (due to social media forums for example) affecting people of all ages and walks of life (children are the most adversely affected, just ask their parents).
Bo Shao, co founder of evolve and speaker at the event featured on the website, evolve.org, is a child mathematics whiz, Harvard graduate, the richest and first billionaire of his class and venture investor in China. Though seemingly well meaning and claiming to be recently spiritually evolved, neglects to address these severe adverse effects. Rather, his solutions for the evolution of humanity and decreasing human suffering is more technology, not surprisingly. Here is a statement of his: “We aspire to be one of the catalyzers of a movement that will positively and materially impact the lives of billions of people in the span of one generation.” The words on the evolve home page do not mention the use of technology to facilitate what the organization further states as their objective, such as: “All people are capable of evolving to access deeper levels of love, joy, peace and freedom, and of connecting with each other …” yet the use of technology to achieve these outcomes it is made quite clear in his talk which can be listened to from the website.
Note: For some reason the organization, evolve.org, will not allow a workable link to the organization and talk on this page. Just input evolve.org and it will go to the website.
Majority of Parents Believe Children’s Physical and Mental Health Is Getting Worse
Most parents think that the health of U.S. children is going in the wrong direction, a national poll suggests. Two-thirds of parents believe children’s physical health is declining while four in five say mental health is getting worse, according to the University of Michigan Health C.S. Mott Children’s Hospital National Poll on Children’s Health.
Leading the list of child health concerns were social media, too much screen time, and internet safety. “These concerns from parents reflect a growing awareness that today’s children are facing increasing challenges impacting both their physical and mental health,” said Mott Poll co-director and Mott Children’s pediatrician Susan Woolford, M.D.
“Parents continue to express concern about the pervasive role of technology in their children’s lives,” she added. “Excessive screen time and social media exposure are linked to poor sleep, less physical activity, and negative mental health outcomes, including anxiety, low self-esteem, and unhealthy social comparisons.”
Please note: Spiritual experiences and psychic abilities are not at all blocked by a Faraday cage, or room. EMFs, electromagnetic frequencies reception and transmission, are blocked by these structures. While some claim, and I do not dispute, that binaural (two different sound frequencies inputted into each ear simultaneously) can facilitate out-of-body experiences or deepen meditation’s effects. Yet, psi is different from binaural beats neural effects. Electromagnetic frequencies in waveforms or beams as in optogenetics (a technology used to control the activity of neurons or other cell types with pulsed light and are used to mentally and physically manipulate individuals) are also quite different than psychic information reception, transmissions and experiences. In other words, psychic and genuine spiritual communications and experiences transcend spacetime constraints and mechanical/technological information and influences, EMFs transmitted over spacetime, are quite different from each other.
For example, At SRI, Stanford Research Institute. physicists Russel Targ and Hal Putoff studied talented psychic individuals such as Uri Geller, Pat Price, Ingo Swann, Joseph McMoneagel, etc. They worked in their regular lab as well as a Faraday room, or lab, blocking all possible electromagnet radiation transmissions and reception to insure that there were no other devices in the bodies of those involved but as well to determine if the psychic information, communications and clairvoyance (seeing at a distance), was electromagnetic or tapping into some other unknown, ubiquitous field. The Faraday room, blocking all EMR transmission and reception did not impair their abilities.
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LAST BUT NOT LEAST – the most important message of all and synchronistically encompasses nearly all of the above. It’s been years since I’ve read A Course in Miracles, but do refer to it on occasion. It’s brilliant. Yet, given the most recent gangstalking assaults and my writing this article, I went to the book and tried a well known spiritual technique of opening a book to a randomly chosen page and read, for it may and often does, provide a personally relevant and meaningful message. I don’t do this often, the results diminish if done too often it seems. This time however, the results were not at all disappointing.
FROM ACIM Chapter 23 [little edited for brevity and easier comprehension]: “Love is extension. To withhold the smallest gift is not to know love’s purpose. Love offers everything forever.”
Each form of attack and killing that attracts you on this battlefield believing that another or others deserve to be killed [for the protection of the virtuous is then made heroic in historical accounts and in various forms of entertainment]. All of which you do not recognize for what it is, limits the healing and the miracles you have the power to extend to all; where your small gifts of love become mighty. Your part is to realize that killing in any form, the killing of another’s will even, is not your will. The overlooking and rising above the battleground is now your purpose.
Be lifted up, and from a higher place look down upon it. From there your perspective will be quite different. Here below, in the midst of it, it does seem real. Here you have chosen to be part of it – where killing is a choice. Yet from above, the choice is miracles instead of murder [recall what NDEs tell us of the soul’s natural functioning in the spiritual realm, such as telepathic communications and instantaneous ‘traveling’]. And the perspective coming from this higher spiritual state shows you the battle is not real and easily escaped. Bodies may battle, but the clash of forms [like figures in a dream or characters in a movie] is meaningless. And it is over when you realize it never really was. Yet, how can a battle be perceived as nothingness when you’re engaged in it and therefore, how can the truth of miracles be recognized instead?
When the temptation to attack rises, instead remember you can see the battle from above. Even in forms you do not recognize as an assault, the signs you know; a stab of pain, a twinge of guilt, and above all, a loss of peace. When they occur, leave not your place on high, where you truly are, but quickly ask for a miracle instead and God and all the lights of Heaven will gently lean to you and hold you high above. See no one from the battleground, for there you look at him from nowhere. For only bodies can attack and murder, and if this is your purpose, then you must be one with them. Only a purpose unifies, and those who share a purpose have a mind as one. The body has no purpose of itself, and must be solitary. From below, it cannot be surmounted. From above, the limits the body exerts on those in battle are gone, and not perceived. .
Think what is given to those who share God’s purpose, and who know that it is theirs. They want for nothing. Sorrow of any kind is inconceivable. Only the light of love is in their awareness and shines on them forever, eternally complete and wholly shared. They know it is impossible they could ever suffer. Perhaps you think the battleground can offer something you can gain. [It is not true that suffering is necessary for learning, on the contrary, love is]. Can suffering be anything that somehow offers you a perfect calmness, and a sense of love so deep and quiet that no touch of doubt can ever mar your certainty, your whole knowing as one, unified with God?
Those with the strength of God in their awareness could never think of battle. What could they gain but the loss of their perfection? For everything fought for on the battleground is by and for the body; something it seems to offer or to own. No one who knows that he has everything could seek for limitation, nor could he value the body’s offerings. The senselessness of conquest is quite apparent from the quiet sphere above the battleground. What can conflict with everything? Who with the Love of God upholding them could find the choice of miracles or murder [thus terribly tragic suffering] hard to make?
Detail from Reading In My Backyard oil painting by Leslie M. Taylor
LINKS
Link to video titled: PhD in Evolutionary Biology Points to Design by Dr. Jonathan McLatchie:
Link to video titled “Why I Left Quantum Computing by the Looking Glass Universe”:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDj1QhPOVBo
Link to After Skool video on AI by an AI programmer and well worth watching:
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